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I am Shane Mariz G. Chu. My existence began early morning of September 2,1990 in Metro Manila, Philippine Chinese General Hospital. I am 2nd among 3 siblings, Ronn Marcell (youngest) and Arianne Sabina (eldest), of very loving parents, Ramon and Miriam.

My younger brother and me are really tight. I do all the responsibilities as a sister to him. I do believe that I played a big part in his life and so he is to mine. I find it touching when he told me that if he’ll have a serious relationship he wanted to be like me. He’s a great kid. While with my sister we’re close but as our relationship grows sadly she was sent to Davao for work. She’s the Godliest person that I’ve ever encountered and I’m so glad of having her as my older sister. All the time, we are mistaken with who’s older; just have to accept for I do look older than her. I am her very own clown, she just laugh when I tell funny corny joke. I just love her the way she is. The most amazing couple that I’ve ever met. They are Godly, secured and especially even if they’ve been together for 27 years now, they are just so in love with each other. What more can I ask for? They’ve raised up their children well. They are the best. But I guess, curiosity has its own way of persuading me to act against their will.

I grew up as a city girl. Never tried living in a remote place where life is on its slow phase. So I want everything in a flash, technology rose up in my generation and that is why you really can’t blame my laziness at times. I have always been a tech-y girl. Except for the fact that I don’t have what technology has to offer every time it shifts to a new trend. I involve myself of knowing what’s new and what’s not.

It did sound like as your typical girl. But I’m not. I want myself to be distinguished from others. I am a deep thinker and that is one reason why I am wide-awake during your moments of sleep. I won’t rest unless I figure out a way to solve the puzzle in my life. I am observant. I am skeptic. I always question why things happen this way or why these people do this and that. It’s really hard to get to know me if I don’t see any common grounds. I do see what people’s intention are from the very point of meeting them. Being a skeptic person is hard to deal with. I’m not the type that is outspoken. I tend to keep things on my own. My life is a close book. And that is one reason I don’t have a bunch of friends. I actually have one close friend left, my boyfriend.

Just like as how I want to be unique as others and so when it comes to my relationships. I actually don’t believe in relationships and love despite of my parent’s wonderful marriage. Isn’t it ironic? But of course, in life we need to dig deeper to find some answers. Well I’ve been through a lot of relationships and all I can say is that there are a lot of issues in it that I don’t want to make myself involve in. I guess everything’s enough. Then our story pops out with the foundation of how we are so much alike. We do stuffs together like best of friends do. We share insights like two little kids do and we criticize one other just like what people do. We do these things to build one another. Just knowing that I’m having a companion and someone who understands me is way much comforting than knowing that I am alone.

I do believe there are a lot of things to look forward in life. And as I grow, I know it is for my betterment. I’m in a process right now. We just have to wait and see.